Zink ~
Are my younger twin sister?
I thank you for revealing more of yourself to us. It is hard to be real and out there when we are face-to-face with people and the MMT Forum and the journal are tremendous tools that help us unveil and release the hurt and pain. Through this journey we find ourselves and taste success.
I can identify with your story in so many ways. About 30 years ago, I wore those same gym shorts you describe - my legs looked like sausages and the other girls' looked like Olive Oyl's...
Trust me, this stuff works. I wish I had more time to write this evening but I am working on a project right now for the TSFL Summer Conference and my deadline is approaching.
You may not have the faith in the program for yourself right now but I can tell you that it is entirely possible for you to lose weight, reach a healthy weight for your height and then stay there. I guess I am saying to you to place your trust in the Lord and in the people He has placed around you. Look to the examples on the Forum – those that are losing along with you, to those who have already lost weight and to those of us who are maintaining our weight.
I wish I could say that once you reach your goal weight, the work is over. It is never over for foodies – every stinkin’ day of our lives, we must think about what we are eating, why we are eating and what we are eating. This is not a cure. It is a marvelous tool that enables us to get control over our eating habits, to establish new views about food and then it takes a commitment to daily do the things that lead to success.
Have you read any of my Newsletters?
Here's a link to "The Other Woman"
http://www.makemethinner.com/newsletter ... letter.htm
I am here to tell you that at age 55, my husband fell in love with me all over again and he can't keep his hands off me - I LOVE it!
I can't promise you that once you reach your goal weight that you won't ever have bad breath, wear a smaller shoe size or that your husband will renew his wedding vows daily but I can promise you that if you follow the program as it is written, stay linked in with your health advisor, you will be successful, you will lose the weight you need to/want to and you will be so glad you did.
Do this for you. Only for you. Others will benefit as well, but do it for you - you are a beautiful person, worthy of renewed health, a restored spirit and the peace that comes with accomplishing a noble task. I believe in you, Zink!