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last week I lost 1 pound this week 0. I actually thought I would be up. I cheated with the scale and weighed in after 3 days not a full week. I was up 4lbs. I don't even want to tell you all how freaked I was. I just kept saying hold on til Wed. my weigh in day. My husband kept saying I was crazy that it would be impossible to gain weight on MF. I don't know why I am losing so slowly. I am tired of thinking I would be at such and such number by such and such date. It is what it is. I chose MF because I didn't want to have the option of overeating anything. I wanted to be healthy and get the proper nutrients every day. I guess my body's adjusting. The good news is I am getting out and about again!! Boy is it a challenge to find ways to meet people and things to do with them that does not involve FOOD! Groups and classes is the key. MF is teaching me how to enjoy life w/o food. It is actually weird for me. I used to look forward to each new day because I would have an empty tummy to fill with all kinds of goodies. So sad. Now I fill myself up w/good books, conversation, new activities (like window shopping) because soon I will be in all the great cloths. I finally have the confidence to join workshops. I never could do that. I voice my ideas and opinions. I couldn't before I felt too vulnerable. Maybe I take 6 months to get to goal but in the meantime I will be living again!! The last week was really hard for me I almost fell. My husband went on a business trip and took the laptop (ie NO internet for me) I saw the scale go up - the perfect recipe for disaster!! My saving grace was knowing that I would be returning here to all your kind words and support. Life is so one day at a time. To all those who have posted weightloss the least fews day Hooray!! To all of those who are stuggling I am right there w'you. To Jeanette- simply please don't go.
Thanks,
Alison