by Gwenski » October 4th, 2005, 1:47 pm
A standing ovation will work!
Ever since fall started to creep in, I have wanted to cook and bake. So, I have.
I do not feel deprived on MF and am satisfied with my choice to do this. While I know eventually the tempations may get me but since I cannot make Cheetos or Ruffles, I am pretty safe....for now.
Learning how to deal with my life without food as my instant gratification and crutch is awesome. I also know that the food is not going away just this extra baggage I have been carrying around.
See, so I am a good student after all. The fact that I am shopping in my own closet doesn't hurt either. This is just the way it is for a while and that is fine - it took me a long time to get here and dang-nabbit........I am SO not going anywhere until I am done. If I never ever finish anything again in my entire life, it is fine. I am doing this until there is no more perverbial fat lady left to sing inside of me!
Oops..........I think someone just pushed me off my soapbox. If I weighed 62 lbs more, I might have hurt myself!
Gwenski
Began July 6, 2005 & Originally lost 131.19#'s
New Start Date: November 8, 2008