My DH is on Adkins while I am doing medifast. Our budget won't allow us both to do it at once I'm sorry to say........but it's cool because it fits in with my lean and green for the most part. ANYWHO....We are both posting our weight on our family calendar everytime we weigh. It is there for him to see, my 12 year old son to see, and anybody else who happens to wonder by in my kitchen because it's hanging on the outside of my pantry door right by the phone!
I guess I don't care because it keeps going down.
Years ago when I was going to the gym 6 days a week and dieting with the aid of PHENTERIMINE I left the gym in tears every single time for a week. I was CERTAIN that the military men in the gym were repulsed by me and spending all of their time talking about how fat I was and how little I did on each machine to keep from passing out! But then I thought, wouldn't they be more repulsed by seeing me stuffing my face at the food court on post? Wouldn't they talk about me more if they saw my big fat belly in skin tight shorts I have no reason to wear? Then of course I realized not a single person in the entire place could care less how big I was or what I was doing or that I was even there. They were to busy worrying about their OWN workout!
That is how I feel now about my weight. Who cares if anyone knows what I weigh? Especially my husband who sees me NEKKID every once and again
Surely he doesn't THINK I weigh 120
Now we just cheer and get all misty eyed together when we write smaller numbers on the scale!!
This whole insecurity thing is for the birds folks! We all have to get over it and get on with it now. Never again will we be this size.......never!! So shout from the roof tops where you are today because you'll never be here again! Except for Raederle that is....she'd better stay right where she is
Am I rambling? Of course I am. I just feel so empowered lately. I want everyone to feel inside the way I do today. You may all be picking me up off the floor pretty soon when I don't see a loss and I'm feeling all poor pitiful Christi again...........so deal with my enthusiasm for today I suppose hehe.
Here's to all the naked folks standing on their scales in the morning
Oh and Dean....just to keep this directed at you...I wonder just how much our glasses really DO weigh??
See you all in the morning