...YOU CAN DO IT!!!
You've already taken the important step of wanting to change and be a healthy, fit person and now you've found the BEST way to do do that.
I started MF because as a teacher going to grad school I spent so much wasted, stressful time trying to diet, trying to figure out what to eat and not eat each day, all the while gaining more and more weight over the last year and a half.
MF WORKS!!! - Everything is taken care of for you. Just rip open a package 5 or 6 times a day and watch the pounds fall off. Seriously, I have to force that 6th meal down at the end of most days. Never in a million years would I have thought NOT wanting to eat would be a problem for me.
Everyone gave you some great advice this morning. Look at their results, listen to them. These people have been so helpful and supportive and it's so fun to watch everyone drop those pounds and reach their goals.
You definitely have to be ready to lose the weight. But think about tomorrow and next month and next year. Where do you want to be?
I too read up quite a bit on MF before starting, lurking on this forum for a few weeks. I remember someone questioning their own willpower to remain on the program and lose the weight. Someone's response has stuck in the back of my mind anytime my mind has even thought about straying from MF - "What's your alternative?"
Best wishes for whatever decision you make. I hope we see you posting your losses soon.
soon to be,
thininLA