Cindyl...do not give up! I promise you, this program will work. I've never had any luck with any program...including South Beach which everyone swore would work for me. I read that book cover to cover and didn't slip up once, and it just wasn't working....and on top of it I was miserable!
As of today, I have 111 left to lose. I understand how overwhelming it can be, but you have to have faith. Lisa is right, don't get on the scale. I have been limiting myself to once a week. On once, off once and I don't get on it again. It keeps me sane, and it keeps me from obsessing.
Make sure you're getting all your water in, make sure you're getting all your supplements, and make sure you're obeying the rules of condiments, snacks, and Lean and Green and it will work. I'm a newbie I know it will. When you get frustrated, do exactly what you did, and come here and vent. We will listen.
Whatever you do, do not give up. These past two weeks have been very empowering for me....I have more self esteem than I have in years, just because I finally know I have control of my eating habits, my weight, and my health. I wish that for everyone, and I wish that for you too.
Stay strong. Have faith. We're all here behind you.