Hello all and thank you so much for the warm welcome back. It feels like returning home
Well, I did not actually begin medifast again until today. I had a consultation with a surgeon regarding the lap-band surgery on the 10th and decided to go for it.
Well, I have to be under doc supervised diet for a while before my insurance will OK the procedure. So, I made an appointment with the surgeon to begin the supervised diet. Guess what he recommended I start with!?!?!?! You guessed it! Medifast!!! He had a whole wall filled with medifast, at lower prices (guess cuz he buys in bulk). I got a few things that I was out of, but had a good bit left over from last try.
I gotta tell ya. I was NOT trilled to be put back on medifast. I was supposed to start yesterday (appt was Tues) but couldn't bring myself to do it. Then it dawned on me...if I can't commit to medifast for 6-12 weeks, how will I survive a lifetime of tiny meals!?
SO, here I am, reluctantly facing my issues...head on...no more bargaining...no more rationalizing away my poor choices.
He wants me to lose 30-35 pounds before surgery. If I lose any more, the insurance won't approve the procedure. But he know's I will recover better and feel better if I lose 30-35 now.
OK...that's my update. I know that surgery can be a four letter word to some people in here. But I hope to find support and understanding in my choice. You all have been such a wonderful support to me and I take great comfort in that