So...remember the comic that used to wear the bag on his head so no one knew who he was? Well I feel like that, so I chose it for me. For now I will be the Unknown Dieter, I have hung around, and I mean aR-O-U-N-D for a while,I have posted a few times, tried a few times, failed a few times.
I don't smoke...used to and to quite...it took a few times...
I get self - conscious not being a perfect poster child for MF so I have the bag so to speak.
I know enough to know BIKI is queen, I say that in the highest respect...I too was doing the 10 times a day check to see if she was back when gone, I have watched while others have fallen by the way, and others worked their way into onederland, the 150's and BAM GOAL... I get excited and so happy for them.
Because I am here, it means I have not given up...I am approaching a HUGH life change in the next 30 days, reality it will be closer to the mid to end of August before I start, deciding not to get off on a bad foot, allow myself to start the right way, I do believe if you make 1 meal you can make the next, then a day, then 2 , suddenly a week...right now I barely can remember to pee, ( I know Medifat will fix THAT memory problem.)
But I can write each day, I can weigh now and measure, two tape measures please
I can support others, because if I go away, I will always be as I am...and while some can be Santas...you know FAT and JOLLY, not me, I honestly get tired of the looks, the rude comments, and worse, my kids being teased because their mom is a cow.
On a happy note, I do have goals, my first is to post on a regular basis...
my second...I would like to comply...just a shake at a time. The third...I would like to be 40 lbs lighter by December...now we all know Medifast works better than that...but can't work if it's not worked, so if I am 40lbs lighter by December that means I am working it somehow someway, reality I would be happy at 2 a week...5 is better
I have watched some AMAZING things go on in this little corner of the internet...
My ultimate goal is about a 100 lb loss Oh I suppose 125 loss and the Maintaining Badge of honor.....and better than that to be a roll model to someone else who feels they have to hide away, I always find so much more comes from those who have overcome the obstical and got to the end of the journey.
So..hey YA'll, I am here...and for now will work on that first goal...post.