by fedup » June 5th, 2005, 3:08 pm
Ditto to what Donica just said! You do have to do it for yourself first. I was so tired of being grumpy, out of breath and depressed all the time. So I knew the time had come... When I say my daughter is one of my greatest motivators, I mean it in a way that is putting myself first if that makes sense! By doing this for myself, I can be the person I want to be for her also. Not to "look good" for her, 'cause she loves me no matter what (to her I'm 'CIndy Crawford!) but it's a choice for ME to be the type of parent I want to be, and to choose the kind of life I want to live. I mean, food will always be good, and I will always enjoy it. But, I do not food to be the thing that drives my life, my health and my relationships!,
Christy 5'5" age-34
Fresh start: Sept. 15, 2005 (240/ 240/ 160)
"Time to 'release the butterfly' inside