by hawaiiwhatnot » January 10th, 2005, 12:25 pm
Rarebear,
I LOVE that quote! THANK YOU! Whenever I get hard on myself for failures, I try to remember that I need to have the grace to understand I am not perfect and never will be and to get so disappointed in myself suggests I am. Quitting only confirms I must think I have to be perfect. Don't get me wrong, my self-esteem has always been lacking - I'm the first to take the blame for anything, and the last one to think I'm the best at anything. So it's just weird that those of us that are not so confident try to be so perfect. I've given up on that quest. My confidence has zoomed now that I have reached goal and have tools to stay in control. Thank God we get to start again! Just take advantage of those restarts as often as needed as many times as necessary and you'll get there!
Camille
Jun 1, 2004 Start Date 5' 6" 195 lbs
Jun lost 20#=175#
Jul lost 14#=161#
Aug lost 7#=154#
Sep lost 13#=141#
Oct lost 12#=129#
Nov lost 4#=125#
70 lbs in 5 1/2 mos!
Hello Victoria's Secret! I did it! July 2005 still 125 lbs!