So I started back on MF - full fast today. I was at Nodstrom's last week and I tried on some really cute spring tops (they were actually cute and in the big girls department). I tried on the 3X (the largest they have) and it was toooooo tight! ACK! No wonder my bra has been giving me problems. I jumped on the scale and was up to my highest ever - 264. Yuck, Yuck and Yuck!
There are so many things I'm tired of about being FAT. I'll talk about them later.
Over this past weekend after I'd made the decision to re-start MF today, I ate all my favorite foods. Or I should say I thought they were my favorite foods. In all honesty, they tasted like dog doo doo and I felt even worse after eating them. Yuck, Yuck and more Yuck!
This morning I was thinking about food in general or maybe that's eating in general. What's the big deal anyway? Why do we/I put somuch emphasis on food? You have to go to the store and buy it, take it home and put it away, take it out and p4repare it and then cook it and then eat it and then clean up afterwards. I'd rather spend that time reading a book, working on my projects, playing ball with my dog, talking a walk with my dog, shopping for handbags! Looking in my closet at all the smaller sized clothing I'm going to get to wear again and looking at the BIG clothes I can get rid of. Or, take a nice long bubble bath. One of my favorite bubble bath products is Johnson & Johnson bed time bath. (Or the generic at Target is just as good and a fraction of the price). It is scented wih lavender and camomille. If you need a good relax that's the way to go.
So I'm back and have committed to staying on MF at least until Labor Day.