Hello everyone! Since I spend so much time reading messages, I figured I ought to introduce myself to let you know who's lurking in the shadows. I started the program almost a week ago and I'm so glad I did.
I've always had a hard time keeping my weight in check, even as a little kid. I'm in the Air Force, so it's tough being overweight since part of our job is to be in shape. I've had different commanders counsel me about my weight problem, once when I was 20 pounds lighter than I am now! I've been going up and down for years, but I gained lots of weight during my pregnancy and haven't been able to lose it. My husband and I want to get pregnant again in a few months, but I want to get in shape first.
I've always loved food. In the past few months it became out of control. Every minute while I was at home, I felt like I had to find something to eat. I would raid the fridge and cabinets and eat non stop. Then I would always have huge portions during dinner. I absolutely felt out of control. I felt so horrible about myself. Every time I put on my uniform, I felt ashamed of my body, of what my fellow Airmen thought of me. I cried a lot. And I always went back to food to make me feel better.
I can't believe how much medifast has helped me change in just one week. I've learned that yes, I can control what I put in my mouth. I don't need to be constantly eating. And I can enjoy a meal without stuffing myself full. The lean and green meal is helping me practice good portion sizes. I just feel so darn good about myself! My husband rubs his hands all over me whenever he sees me and says OOOHH. I know he can't tell this difference yet, but he's doing a great job of keeping me motivated.
I certainly couldn't do it without this message board. I had a really rough time the first three days, but after reading everyone's messages of how it gets better and easier, I said, okay, just have to make it through three days. Then I said, just have to make it through one week. Now I know I'll have no problem making it through the next week. Taking back control over my eating has really lifted me out of sad cycle I was in.
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
Angie
I've noticed there is another Angie on the board so you can call me Angie2 or something.