Hi All,
Heard about Medifast last year on a news program in San Diego where the morning anchor lost 20 some-odd pounds and kept track on air.
I bought the shakes and soups and jar etc while my husband was deployed to Kuwait, hoping to be back to a healthy weight by the time he came home. Instead, I dabbled with the shakes and failed at losing. I didn't think much of it, except that I have just KEEP GAINING! So, when I had my first doctor's appt this past week (haven't been in a year) and I weighed in at 206 lbs, I knew it was time to get serious. I pulled out some shakes and soups and did okay this past week, not great, but good enough that I ordered a month supply and have told my husband and my best eating-out buddy that I will not be available for "food fun" for awhile.
I have realized, like many of you, that I need to commit myself wholly to this or I will not succeed. I can not make my own food choices right now. I find comfort in the only choice being which flavor to grab!
As a first year law student, I am away from home about 12 hours a day, sometimes more. I do not have a convenient place to mix shakes, so I bought the ready-mixed boxes to ensure I never have an excuse to have something else (the vending machines and law school cafe are just too tempting!!!)
I have really enjoyed reading so many of your posts. I feel the need to be accountable to someone else, at least in the beginning, and sharing here on the boards does that for me.
I am (almost) 5'2" and I weigh 206 lbs. My goal is 127. Time frame? Whenever I get there. I just want to be down enought to enjoy a trip to Europe this summer and not hide under fat clothes. I am a tiny person and look much younger than my 30 years. I HATE wearing old lady clothing. NOTHING in size 16/18 looks good on my small frame.
I miss wearing cute clothes. I miss being able to grab anything and just put it on. Each day seems like such a struggle just to get dressed and not hate myself. I never feel good - ever - about how I look.
I miss being in photos. Friends and family elsewhere (my husband is a Marine, so friends and family are always elsewhere!) keep asking for updated photos and I refuse. My mother pointed out that I haven't allowed myself to be in a photo for a couple of years now. She also pointed that there is no record of me being anywhere. No photos of me on trips to exciting places, no photos of me embracing my husband as he returned from the war, no photos of me in my new house, nothing.....
I miss going out! I have declined every single invitation from my law school classmates. The big bulky clothes I hide under hardly look fitting in a bar or a club. I missed social mixers and networking events, which will be critical to my career as an attorney (who wants a fat lawyer, anyway!?)
So, now that I have rambled, I will just say thank you to all of you who have posted and have shared your experiences. It is so encouraging and so wonderful to know I am amongst people who I do not have to explain myself to. I can tell my hubby a million times how miserable I am being so grossly overweight and he will NEVER really understand (try as he might!!)
I AM READY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!