HI GUYS,
I HOPE YOU DON'T MIND ME POSTING SO MUCH BECAUSE I'M GOING TO BE DOING ALOT OF IT. SO MY MF CAME IN THE MAIL LAST NIGHT, AND I CONTEMPLATED IF I SHOULD START TODAY OR MON, AND I THOUGHT WELL I COULD HAVE A FEW MORE DAYS OF HAPINESSS(EATING) THEN DO MF ON MON OR START FRIDAY (TODAY). THEN I REALIZED EATING JUNK FOR 3 MORE DAYS ISN'T HAPINESS, IT'S ACTUALLY DELAYING MY HAPINESS. IT'S SO HARD TO MAKE YOURSELF THINK DIFFERENTLY WHEN FOOD HAS BEEN YOUR CURE-ALL FOR SO LONG. I DECIDED TO START THINKING DIFFERENTLY AND I STARTED TODAY. sO I HAD MY FIRST SHAKE (CHOCOLATE) AND IT TASTED GOOD. I WAS PLEASANTLY SURPRISED. THE ONLY THING I DON'T LIKE IS WHEN I BURP I GET A WIERD AFTERTASTE. I'M HOPING THATS NOT MF RELATED THOUGH. SO I MAY NEED SOME SUPPORT THESE NEXT 3 DAYS JUST UNTIL I AM COMFORTABLE WITH JUST HAVING MF, BUT I KNOW WTH YOU GUYS HERE I CAN DO IT. WOULDN'T YOU KNOW SOMEONE BROUGHT DOUGHNUTS INTO WORK TODAY TOO, BUT I AM GOING TO BE STRONG AND GET THRU THIS, THANKS FOR LISTENING, I NEED TO START DRINKING MY WATER- HERE GOES MY FIRST DAY OF MY NEW MF LIFE.
PEACE AND LOVE,
AMANDA