Hi everyone....I did get 9 glasses of water drank yesterday. For some reason the first 4 are the hardest and then I seem to do okay after I get those drank (maybe because I'm dehydrated and craving the water? LOL).
Babies slept until 6 so that was nice (usually up at 4:30). They are in their walkers right now and watching the shadows from the ceiling fan. Small minds, small pleasures.
Barbecue went well. I dished up ice cream for everyone that wanted it and didn't have any problem with craving any......but the salty chips--those were being lusted after a tad bit.
I have the babies until this afternoon and then again all day tomorrow. Next week I have them Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday.
Then 3 days the following week. I need to have some serious 'me' time this weekend and make sure that Wednesday is free to do whatever *I* want so that I don't feel the way I did yesterday.
Thanks for understanding my frustration and realizing that it is of my own doing so I'm not being taken advantage of---I've made the commitment to be the babysitter for the twins when their parents work (dad full time and mom part time). They need the money so if their mom is offered extra days then I do encourage her to take them with the knowledge that I'll be the babysitter). I did this to myself and most days it is fine.....just seemed to hit the wall for some reason. Oh, and they always check with me before committing to working more--to make sure that I'm okay with adding extra babysitting days......so it truly is my choice (I keep reminding myself of this, LOL). How am I going to say 'no' to them though when it means extra income that will make their lives easier? Diapering & feeding two (formula alone is running them over $225 a month) is a huge expense....they are almost past the formula stage (can go to whole milk) so that is going to save them a lot of money....
Anyway it helped to vent a bit so that I didn't blow a fuse.
Well, babies are fussing---
Oh! 162 this a.m.
Only 4 pounds above being in the 'normal' BMI range!