HB, I hope you are right and I will toe the MF program line extremely carefully.......but I think it is a bit much to hope to see more of a loss this week than I already have. I believe this is going to be my biggest loss week during my time on MF....but what helps that is that I gained last week, LOL. So---the loss isn't as big as what it will look like.
I just had to have a stern talk with my bratty inner child. You know the one I'm talking about: "I *want* to eat THAT!! I want to eat that NOW! That smells so darn wonderful and tastes so delicious--I remember how that tastes and it is heavenly....." and so on, so forth.
So what started that bratty inner child's sniveling, whining and cajoling? I made a delish dessert to take to the BBQ this evening. It is a 7 layer dessert with graham cracker crumb bottom, sweetened condensed milk, butterscotch & choc. chips, coconut and walnuts sprinkled atop. Oh baby! It smelt fabulous as it was cooking (and now as it is cooling on the counter). But I'm chugging water (yea!) and telling myself that the darn blessed dessert recipe is still going to be around when I've lost all the weight, done transition, maintenance and I can have a piece (a piece? Dang, will I ever be able to have just one piece of something that was a major binge trigger?) at the next BBQ---next summer.
I truly wonder if I'll ever be able to have these types of foods again. I know many probably can have them and control themselves. But I don't know if I am one of those with that type of control....I seriously doubt that I am. I believe that these types of foods/treats are going to have to be extremely few and very, very, very far between. I am not trust worthy around certain foods and abstaining completely is probably going to have to be the way I control myself.
Anyway....I still have to fry up some bacon (yeah, I'm into self pain this morning) and then mix up a big pot of baked beans. I'm going to wear my size 10 jeans (hopefully will not need a shoehorn to get myself into them) and make sure that I don't have a muffin top when I wear them...... Those will keep me from feeling deprived while everyone else shovels fattening delicious foods into their faces.