152# !! 60 pounds gone!
Unca, if you are reading this, will you update my club status to the 60# club? Thank you so much!
I am thrilled to get my 60# club label back!
It made me sad to have to change it from 60# down to 30# months ago, but what a thrill to be able to be able to have it back!
Today, I am 70# lighter than my highest weight. That weight (222#) was 102# heavier than I weighed 6 weeks after the birth of my second child.
At that time in my life, I was active, fit and .....well, about 30 years younger, too.
I weighed 122# when we were building this house, about 22 years ago. Still was active, fit and ..... younger.
Life became more complex (bad/stressful stuff happened in our lives) then my father was diagnosed with cancer (he was only 57). I began handling life by eating, stopped exercising.....and the weight climbed fast. I look back and am so disappointed in my choices that affected my health.....and my looks. I gained 102#, put my health at jeopardy, did damage to a knee joint (because of the excess weight), knocked my self-esteem down, wasted 15 years being sad/mad at myself for my constant poor choices and stretched my skin out so much and for so long that it is (probably) never going to 'fit' my frame again.
I don't know why I did it to myself. I'm sad that I didn't care enough about myself to stop the destructive over eating and that I wasted so many years in the vicious cycle.
Anyway....I just need to remember that I am in control
and that I have the tools to keep myself at a healthy weight.
Eyes still ucky, coughing up a lung (LOL), ears still plugged (but they don't hurt as badly)....this germ has got to be getting tired of hanging around in my body?! I feel for the next person who it attacks!