Merry Christmas to all who celebrate this joyous holiday!
DH is still asleep, I woke early (3:55), got out of bed to fill his stocking and then decided that I needed to stay up, drink a cup of coffee to get rid of a headache.
I have the Christmas tree lights lit and music softly (very softly) playing.
Yesterday we couldn't get to the main road so we could go spend the day visiting with some of our family. We had a few more inches of snow last night, so I'm not sure if we're going to be able to go see the children and grandchildren today. Usually we'd spend Christmas morning here, then drive to my mother's home and gather with family there for a few hours, then our children & grandchildren would come out here for a meal & opening presents. This year, it looks like DH & I will be spending Christmas alone.
I haven't been 100% compliant to program in the past 2 or 3 days. Resolve wavered, I became sad over not getting to leave here since a week ago Tuesday (due to the deep snow on our driveway and having a compact car) so I do what I always do when sad, mad, frustrated, glad........ah, heck, almost every emotion gets fed.
Thankfully, there isn't much in the way of sweets in the house.
I bought DH a couple packages of Reece's PB cups for his stocking. I did think about pilfering them a couple days ago when in a particularly low moment (he doesn't know he is getting a couple candy bars and wouldn't have missed them)---but I had a strong 'want' moment (wanting to become healthier & get these extra pounds back off) so I ignored the inner brat that wanted something sweet.
One successful moment surrounded by many other not so successful moments.
So..........almost 6 a.m., quiet, O Holy Night is playing (a lovely song) and the Christmas tree lights look so beautiful. I'm going to make another cup of coffee, wrap up in a blanket and just enjoy the quiet morning.
May the day hold much happiness, joy and love for everyone!
Merry Christmas!