by Tawanda » May 8th, 2008, 6:23 am
No cheats? Yeah right, like that will happen in 'my' life. I'm game to give it a try even though I feel like it is a lost cause on my part.
I don't mean to sound negative, I'm just taking off my rose colored glasses and being realistic.
I removed my ticker. I am 151.5 this morning.
I'm just in a mood. Sad, too much thinking, pondering, wondering going on within me. I am tired of fighting my weight, fighting my appetite (which never seems to be under control any more) and just tired of being 'me'. I'm lonely.....ah heck, it is just a rotten, ridiculous time and mood which will pass.
I have the grandbabies today and tomorrow....can't be blue when they are here so I need to spend some time, before they arrive, doing an attitude adjustment.
Okay, I'm going to put the rose colored glasses back on and tug my big girl panties back up.
Began MediFast 2/10/07 212#
Reached Goal 3/15/08 147#
Renewed commitment 9/20/09-after regaining 38# (185#)
Reached Goal 1/25/10 147# Maintaining