Good morning! Scale this morning was disappointing (Numbers for my own benefit if I look back through this journal: 150# which is .5 above ticker--and today is 2# heavier than my lowest weight a couple weeks ago). I chewed sugar free gum whenever feeding the twins snacks or meals so that I'd remember that *nothing* goes into my mouth that isn't a supplement. It worked well -- but I was mad at myself that I even needed to do it at this point in my MF journey.
I have an appointment today at the hair salon. Not sure what I'm having done, if it is just a trim or if I'm going short. Since I am not positive what I want I'll probably just have her do a trim.....(long hair which looks straggly and blah or short hair in an actual style-----hmmm, yes, you can see why it is such a tough decision for me to make....
). Oh well, this is the longest my hair has been my entire life and since I'm getting close to 'ancient' in age
according to my children.....this is probably the last time I have it long-------so, part of me wants to see how long I can grow it and part of me is so tired of not having a 'do' that is more attractive.
One of my children said "if you get your hair cut short, then people will be looking at your neck & face......do you want that?" OUCH! I don't think it was meant in the manner it came out of their mouth (my children are kind---but they are blunt and honest, too). So, that is running through my mind.........my wrinkled turkey neck bothers me greatly, but it is what it is, I will not have surgery to correct it, nor will I have surgery to help pull the wrinkles from my face (wouldn't it be nice if we could just grab our hair and pull it tight on top of our heads to iron out the wrinkles? sigh.........).
So........it will most likely be a 'trim'..........which disappoints me in some ways. I would hate to cut it all off, or even cut off a few inches, when I'm not 100% positive.
Can you tell that this is a huge thing in *my* mind right now? LOL
Time for a second cup of coffee and some oatmeal.
Hope all are well. I'm missing so many people who use to post.....wishing they were here (I was going to list names but decided with my middle-aged hormonal imbalanced brain cells it would be foolish as I'd forget someone important to me and hurt feelings.......).
Make it a MF perfect, compliant and successful day!