by Tawanda » March 9th, 2008, 9:23 am
Wow congratulations to everyone for their losses and/or their accountability.
I've been stupid (once again) and turned back to eating to solve my frustrations/problems. It does not work, hasn't ever worked, will not ever work....but the stupid part is that I just continue to pretend it will make a positive difference if I do it.
I know much of my gain this week is fluid retention (rings won't come off).....and I truly considered not weighing and not reporting if I did weigh. But this journey for me is about learning and being accountable, to myself especially, instead of hiding when I make these foolish choices (over and over and over and..........).
So.....with embarrassment and shame I am reporting a gain this week of 4.5# .
Began MediFast 2/10/07 212#
Reached Goal 3/15/08 147#
Renewed commitment 9/20/09-after regaining 38# (185#)
Reached Goal 1/25/10 147# Maintaining