Kat,
I've had those days too, the "fast a little eat a lot", rinse and repeat.
We both know that once we go off plan, it becomes so freakin' hard to stay the course! Once you remind your taste buds of the forbidden foods, your mind is going to go crazy trying to get you to eat them again. But the longer you go "pure" on plan, it becomes easier to tell yourself that this only temporary!
We have a choice - give up what we crave for a few months, or eat it now and keep on the weight loss roller coaster.
I'm sorry but being above 190, heck, being above 160, is NOT COOL for me. No matter that I weighed 216 before, I am not healthy at this weight. It's tempting sometimes for me to tell myself "Hey, look, I lost 23 pounds! I'm doing great! I can go off plan for 1 measly day!" But that one day turns into a week sometimes... or, um,
a couple months!
I tell myself these days "It's only hunger. It won't kill you. It's a temporary sensation... and your stomach does not have taste buds. It will be happy with Medifast!"
I am also spicing things up this time... making a real effort to be a Medifast Chef and keep things tasty and different. I had an "egg nog" iced vanilla shake today, and a mocha Dutch chocolate warmed-up shake, and I'm having MF "Taco Salad" over fresh greens tonight. I also spent some time going through the Lean Cuisine section of the Forum, and cutting and pasting recipes into my own little personal recipe card file. I can now pull out something tempting when I am thinking of doing something stupid!
I also ordered some of those sugar-free Da Vinci syrups in Peanut Butter, Chocolate, Dulce de Leche and Spice Blend, to add to coffee and the shakes, hot cocoa, cappucinno, pudding and oatmeal. ANYTHING to keep me and my cravings running ON this program rather than aimlessly wandering in the 190-200 pound zone I have been.
Just because I'm used to being in that fat zone does not make it ok. Or healthy! Or sexy!
Remember the extras you can have too. They are saving my butt!
- 3 stalks celery with salsa
- 2 cups bouillon (Better Than Bouillon rocks!)
- 2 dill pickles
- coffee or tea
- 1 packet MF crackers
- Lean & Green if it's on your plan
When I get mad cravings, I am having a can of spinach, beets, asparagus or sauerkraut, with a splash of vinegar or country-style mustard.
And lots of tea! Anything to keep me thinking I'm nourishing myself, and sometimes it is just about putting something hot in my mouth and holding it in my hands.
Stay tough Kat!