Gooooooooooooooooood Sunday morning all my medifamily friends
I hope you've all had a blessed and happy week!! Lynne.....congratulations on the 50lb club sweetie.......that is FANNNNNNNNNNNNNNTABULOUS!! And Ania.......30#Club.......yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww I'm so proud and happy for both of you
As for me...........well GOOD LAWD I've done RUN AMOK!!
I am up 3.2 lbs for the week and that all happened Friday and Saturday!!
Ok......yesterday I had 2 shakes in the morning before heading off to see my friend's new house being built. Had no water or anything until lunchtime........we had fried fish, fried crab cake, fried hushpuppies, baked crab, frenchfries and salad with potato salad and macaroni salad at this restaurant on the Potomac River!!! So then........one bottle of water
Then on the way home I was HUNGRY so I had 2 scoops of rocky road icecream in a waffle cone
And the whole time I'm eating it while walking around Blockbuster video I'm saying MY GOSH THIS IS TOO MUCH ICECREAM...........all the while licking as fast as I can because it's melting and of course I don't want to waste any of it
Then........not 2 hours later I was starving again............OFF TO CHICK-FIL-A of course!! I checked my blood sugar before I went to bed to make sure I wasn't going to go into a high sugar coma
What in the WORLD happened to me yesterday??? I mean SERIOUSLY???
So this is the thought process here.........I think I've been feeling so good about myself, and so happy, and on top of the world, and I simply forgot that I'm an overweight person!! I am as much an overweight person as a man who has been sober for 5 years is still an alcoholic. Instead of being one drink away from a binge I am one FOODIE thing away from a binge
I binged yesterday and have to give back my sobriety chip
We talk of one day at a time just like the AA moto.......as a probation/parole officer I know the program all to well as I teach it daily to my clients. I fell off the wagon and now I'll be starting over....fresh. I will forever be overweight regardless of what the scales say. I can never forget that I am always on the brink of throwing my recovery away. I recommit to myself and to all of you this morning that I am committed to my goal and I am committed to a LIFE OF GOOD HEALTH!!
I'm ready to celebrate all of your successes today on Roll Call
Sorry for going on so long here this morning.......I'm just deep into my thought process this morning and there is no better place to recommit my program than right here with you.
SO GOOD SUNDAY MORNING EVERYONE.....WAKE UP ALL YOU SLEEPHEADS and let's all have a FANNNNNNTABULOUS WEEK!!
LOVE AND HUGS,
Christi