Hi everyone. Im Sheila. Ive been on MF for a little over a month now. I had been doing so well, and then yesterday something happened that really upset me. I thought my husband was going to start the program with me, but instead, he is chosing to lose the weight his own way, which I am not too thrilled with, because it could hurt him. Not only that, but he went about sterting"his way" without even telling me, so he is keeping secrets from me, and after being married for almost 16 years, I thought we were way past that. But anyway, after I found out, I was so upset and MAD
, can anyone guess what the 1st thing that went thru mu mind was?(OK, other than hitting him HARD)... FOOD! I was so mad that I just thought if I went to McDonalds and got that egg mcmuffin I have been craving for a month, that I would feel better. So, at 4 am, after our argument, I went and sat in my car, with every intent to go to McDonalds! But I didnt, I went to the gym, and got quite the work out in I might add. Adrenaline can really be an awesome thing. So, what kept me from breaking? I sat in my car thinking of how much I had accomplished in the last month, 26 lbs in 1 month, not bad. i thought about all those times I was tempted by the food that my teenage kids were eating right in front of me, and I had the strenghth not to give in then. I thought about how great I feel when I get on the scale and the numbers were moving down. I kept thinking about how great it will be when I can put on a pair of jeans that will be in the single digit size. I realized that I cannot let my husband's choices or anyone else's choices or problems be a factor as to what goes into my mouth. It just wouldnt be worth it. I have not strayed even one time from this program, and I am so glad I didnt yesterday. I have always been an "emotional eater". Especially when I am upset or stressed.But I overcame it and if anyone else out there is experiencing something similar, just know that you have the strength inside to overcome whatever obstacles are thrown your way. This whole experience made me think about the prayer of serenity.....like it says, the wisdom to know the difference of what we can change and what we cant. We can only change ourselves, nobody else.