Hi Sablebaby,
Welcome and way to go. You are off to a great start with all the prep you've done to get ready for this mfast journey. You won't regret it. It is soooo worth it.
You mentioned your fear of giving up food, and I totally understand. During my first several weeks and maybe even a couple of months, I had a tough time. I found myself thinking about food, more than ever. It seemed as though having such a controlled program really brought up some serious food challenges for me. I didn't shy away from always wanting or thinking about regular food, but I used it as a time to challenge myself and look at why I ended up so heavy in the first place. I used the time to do some journaling and reflect on how food had become such an unhealthy part of my life, or rather how I had made unhealthy choices and used food in a negative way. I refer to my first 2 months of medifast as my "detox" time. It allowed me to cleanse my system, and I finally started to appreciate food in a healthy way. For me it was all about getting my life, my eating, and relationship with food under control. Medifast definitely has done that for me. For me I couldn't have started a moment too soon!
Whew! Didn't really mean to write a book here and plug up valuable forum space. Hope you all don't mind.
Take care and best of luck.
Diet Diva
310 (before medifast) 238 (started medifast) 164 (current) 110 (goal)