I was just reading in the Maintenance Forum about dealing with all the emotional "stuff" that comes with dieting. Oh my goodness. Just thinking about this makes me break out in a cold sweat! The idea of dealing with emotional issues just is beyond my comprehension (especially at this very moment while I listen to my 9 month old throw a royal temper-tantrum!).
Do I go back and try to figure it all out? I mean, go back to the recesses of my mind and analyze the moments directly after birth, or just how, as an adult, I need to overcome all those little negative messages that are constantly streaming through my brain?
This is the ONLY goal that I have ever set for myself that I have yet to accomplish. Every other life goal has been achieved, over and above what was actually necessary. I'm trying this time around to hit it full-force, as I did getting married, having 2 children, working my way up every career ladder I could, being nationally certified as a sign language interpreter, achieving my Bachelor's in 3 years, my Masters in 1-1/2 (while becoming pregnant and having a baby, working 40+ hours per week until the last 2 weeks of pregnancy)....I say this to say--I can't have it all for naught! I can't have possibly been purposed by God to do all these things, then keel over dead at 32 because of obesity!
If you are reading this, you will see that my emotional roller coaster suddenly spikes the week prior to TOM. I recognize it, accept it, and become a hermit until it passes.
By the way, my salad last night was worth the wait!!