WOw. I expected to see more posts with Jan 1 on them. I finished cleaning up. Nothing like cleaning up to start over. Man, I have so many goals to accomplish, not at all really having to do with New Year's just me getting my act together. Coincidence--For me, at least, second semester starting.
I have work to get done, a dissertation to finish writing, a resume to update, new Biggest Loser workout DVDs to "watch", money to save up, a second part-time job to seek out. I am trying to look into teaching part-time on-line at a university. Nothing like padding the bank account when I can. If only I can catch up with what I have now then all that can fall into place. Hopefully, I will be so busy that all I will have time to do is worry about food every 3 or 4 hours. In the hopes of saving money, I am just doing 6 or 7 supplements or 6 and adding in vegetables. I would eat all cucumbers all day if I could. Maybe cottage cheese. Trying to not do dairy. I think it makes me sick, so looking for an alternate. Maybe go back to tuna tuna tuna. Tuna and cucumbers are what did wonders for me on Atkins. To be honest, that was the only thing that seemed to work for me, at least worked wity noticeable differences that people commented.
I haev been htinking about it and I think Atkins is the only thing I have truly followed and stuck with. I know exactly when things went south, too!! It was the weekend before school re-started and I was going to eat whatever for that weekend alone...ha. We all know how taht went. My problem with Atkins is not any moral objection, just that it is expensive. But, honestly, I could eat tuna salad and mayo (bad, I know) and cucumbers with blue cheese every meal of every day. Cheese might haev been killing my stomach and bank account, though. I guess I felt like I was eating and never hungry cause I could always grab an egg or cheese or turkey rolls. If I could make something take the place of mayo and make it all work out like that was, I would then eat the tuna combo every day. I have tried WF dressings, but I like them for dressing not mayo in the place of salad. I just think it is such a waste of money that I have put into supplements that I already have.
I have to put forth an honest effort. I see it working for other people, get a little upset I am not seeing results. Then, again, I just think that I am not really giving it a good try and I have to do that before I can make comparisons. I think I will use up the stuff I have, which is at least 150 or so packets and then see how it is. I feel like if I do it right I can get better results and then have some chance for making other goals work out. .......Wow, rough life, huh!! I should be happy instead of worrying. But, I just feel like with this not being taken care of nothing else can happen.
Please disregard any typos or misuse/lack of commas. Not in the mood to go proofread. It's still my vacation until Monday and I am trying to hold onto that as long as possible. Happy New Year