OK, I blew it. Yep, I did. I got no excuses, I did it and I can't blame emotions or anything else. It was all me! I made a bad choice and it's my fault. Let me start by saying I am sorry I let down my fellow Medifasters... I want to be supporting you as much as you have been supporting me and we should set good examples for one another, and I did not tonight. This weekend I was so darn good. I even went and picked up pizzas TWICE both SAturday and Sunday for my husband and the kids. They never eat pizza, so when my husband asked me to pick it up, I obliged. Didn't have one bite and even ate my oatmeal right next to him at the table.... However, all weekend I obsessed about my old friend Peanut Butter... I thought about it, dreampt about it.... Thought about it again, and finally at around midnite tonight I went and grabbed a huge spoonful of low carb peanut butter and mixed it with splenda and then chased it with a glass of whole milk! OMGosh! I didn't even enjoy it. What the heck was I thinking? Somebody kick me in the rear! I need a wake up call... That was incredibly stupid and I might have cost myself 3 days of ketosis. What did I learn..Well, Peanut BUtter and all things related don't taste nearly as good as I thought they did...Secondly, I feel like crap right now, I have had the shakes ever since I ate the darn peanut butter.
Time to pick myself up and dust myself off. I messed up and I just wanted to confess. I feel much better now.