bikipatra wrote:It's almost over.
bikipatra wrote:Now that I've gotten over my hysterics I wanted to comment. It's like wearing a new pair of glasses. I remember when I was thin and in a dress that revealed my arms and shoulders and one girl was giving me an EVIL look. I asked my friend why, and she said "Because you look better than she does." It just blew my mind. Back then I didn't size up rooms for thinness but for prettiness and best outfit. Yes, I am that vain. I never hated anyone else for being cute. Then I got fat. I still never hated anyone for being cute but I noticed that I was no longer cute unless I was drunk in a bar and it was near closing time. I was becoming invisible so I just got louder. I hope that when I am thin again this time, I cut people some slack. I was merciless. I didn't hate fat, I hated ugly and I don't know who ever told me I was the prettiest girl in the room but I thought I was and I lost it. POOF!
DarkAndStormy wrote:bikipatra wrote:Now that I've gotten over my hysterics I wanted to comment. It's like wearing a new pair of glasses. I remember when I was thin and in a dress that revealed my arms and shoulders and one girl was giving me an EVIL look. I asked my friend why, and she said "Because you look better than she does." It just blew my mind. Back then I didn't size up rooms for thinness but for prettiness and best outfit. Yes, I am that vain. I never hated anyone else for being cute. Then I got fat. I still never hated anyone for being cute but I noticed that I was no longer cute unless I was drunk in a bar and it was near closing time. I was becoming invisible so I just got louder. I hope that when I am thin again this time, I cut people some slack. I was merciless. I didn't hate fat, I hated ugly and I don't know who ever told me I was the prettiest girl in the room but I thought I was and I lost it. POOF!
I don't size up for thinness either. I am a snob and will size up the room based on whether the others have as nice a purse or sunglasses as I do. I can be 200 pounds more than I am now and feel good knowing I have the best stuff.
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