Well troops, I fell off the wagon. One of my coworkers is a gourmet-quality chef and she brought in some homemade truffle tarts today. Was at my desk on the phone when she came over with them on the little tray, and I nodded yes to her when she offered it, took it and ate it while I was still on the phone. It wasn’t until I was off the phone that I realized I’d actually eaten it!
That sounds silly, but it’s true. It just did not register with me at all while I was on the phone. I’m miffed of course. By my estimation there were at least 300 calories in that thing because besides the pastry crust, it had pecans, caramel and a ganache filling topped by chocolate-covered pecan pieces. It was a sugary mess and I’m certain I’ve thrown myself out of whatever ketosis I might have been in. I’m REALLY angry at myself. I’m trying to take a lesson from this and if anything, it makes me aware of the fact that I’m NOT aware of what I’m putting in my mouth sometimes. I’m on autopilot. I couldn’t tell you what that tart tasted like, except that it was sweet. I didn’t even enjoy it because I wasn’t even aware of it. Maybe this is the lesson I can take back to “regular” life once I’m off the plan. Now I feel like I’m starting over from day 1, which really stinks. I’m afraid I’ve just opened myself up to major sugar and carb cravings now.