What a gorgeous morning it is out here in Massachusetts... Getting warmer by the moment, the sun is brightly shining, the snow is dripping away...
Happy Easter to everyone!
Confessional follows:
I had a rough week, and I am not going to bring anyone down by getting into the nitty gritty of it, heh! I am at 200 this morning, from 192.5 last week.... a gain back of 7.5 pounds. That can't ALL be fat but I know some of it is, since my jeans are tighter around the thighs!
That's my gauge, jean thigh constriction
However, I think this of all days is the perfect day to get over that rough patch, and start clean. Easter is all about miracles and renewal and the power of faith, and it's probably ok to take a tiny bit of that and apply it to my body, right?
And my mind for that matter!
I've been doing some thinking the past couple of days, and realize that I honestly do have some deep-seated and very strong negativity towards my body... that is leading me to repeatedly sabotage myself as I get close to 190. The reasons, well, that I'm going to be unearthing over the time coming. Time to get a pretty big journal and get writing... maybe make a scrapbook of sorts to get through this. I simply MUST get under 190 to break this cycle. For some reason, I think once I get under that, I will "get it" that I can continue all the way to 140.
Since it is so beautiful outside, I am going to clean up my apt. a bit then go for a nice long walk on a bike trail near me
No slugging out in front of the computer all day long! Not that you all aren't wonderful of course hehehe!
Maybe I can find some sprouts popping up through the mud, and see some ducks and geese... breath fresh air... ahhhhh!
Happy weight loss day everyone... you are doing wonderfully, and no matter how small the amount, you are still LOSING and that is a great thing!
Doglover: welcome to the 20 Pound Club! AWESOME JOB!!
BSmith: be strong in the coming week! You can beat the food