WARNING - This is a long rambling free association type writing - basically just working out some stress issues -
The last two days have been emotional roller costers for me. My mom had outpatient surgery on Wednesday which shifted much of the workload of the farm onto me. I don't mind and would do more on a regular basis except that she always gets to stuff before I do. At any rate all seemed to be going well yesterday evening when my dad called me upstairs in a panic. My mom was white as a sheet an ready to pass out. We all but carried her to the car and Dad rushed her to the ER where she was rushed back into surgery to have about a unit of blood removed from where she was bleeding internally. They kept her overnight and she returned home late this morning.
Now everyone in the household is lacking rest and G-R-U-M-P-Y
very very grumpy. We have been at each other's throats about the littlest things all day long.
So now, the horses are cared for, stalls are clean, dinner is done, dishes are washed and put away, Mom has her needs met (for now) and I have some time for me. Through all of the crazyness of the last couple of days I have managed to stay OP, though I don't know how. Every meal did run late, but I got them in and didn't fall victim to my cravings for typical comfort foods (chocolate, ice cream etc).
On top of all of this my ankle has been aching all day. Actually, it is worse than aching, it frickin hurts, and there isn't a dang thing I can do about it. The only thing that will solve this issue is to have the Achilles repaired and that can't happen until the middle of December. The good news to that is that I can continue to lose weight and have a faster and easier recovering because of the weight loss.
Tucker is about to disown me and find someone else to live with since I haven't taken him for a walk nor anywhere else for that matter in several days. Maybe tomorrow I told him, but it is supposed to rain most of the day and I have yet to find an indoor walking area that welcomes dogs.
So - to sum up---
the bad news: I now have double my responsibilities at home while my mom recovers from surgery - my dog is very upset at me - I am feeling a bit overwhelmed and perhaps a little melancholy - my ankle is killing me - my mom hates my new hair style
the good news: My mom is OK after a scare last night - I stayed completely on plan even though life was exceptionally rough - dogs are pretty forgiving souls - I am getting a workout in caring for the horses and cleaning stalls - I get to choose L&G for a while since I am making dinner - had my hair cut and highlighted and my daughter loves it - tomorrow is only a half an hour away!