Lisa...........I remember you! You worked the program once and you can do it again. I'm so glad Jo and Donica gave you some advice because they have been in the same situation that you are in now and they both managed to get back on program and stick with it. You can do it too. Jo reached her goal and is maintaining it this time, that should give you inspiration right there! It is possible. I haven't stuck to the program in the past long enough to make a substantial difference like you, Jo, and Donica did, but I am this time! You ladies are role models to the rest of us. You lost 90 lbs. in only 5 months!!!!!!!!!!! That is amazing!!!! I remember looking at your progress pics and thinking WOW 90 lbs. in 5 months is incredible. Give yourself the credit it deserves. You already know you can do this. It's like riding a bicycle, you never forget. We are all here for you and each other. You CAN do this!