by Lauren » May 3rd, 2007, 8:21 am
Lisa - it's so good to hear your "voice" again! It was sorely missed, and we are all thrilled to have you back on board.
Dig deep into the depths of your soul, the place that found inspiration the first time around, the place that was triggered and clicked not too long ago, the place that said "THIS IS THE TIME." Somehow you misplaced that little nugget of brilliance, but it is ready to be called upon again, just dig deep and find it and let it grow again. You were like a locomotive last time, nothing was getting in your way, and it's time to go there again. Anything less is not acceptable, Lisa, you hear me?
My very first diet was Weight Watchers when I was like 11, and I did great. I was in the "zone," I remember not even having cake at my 12th birthday, and feeling totally okay about it! I lost 25 pounds, was skinny, and was so happy. But I stopped following the plan and eventually gained it back over time. Then I kept trying to fall back on WW, but never with the same energy or stamina or enthusiasm. Sort of with resignation, like "well, I guess I'll try this again..." And I cheated, and I made excuses, I would wear lighter clothes each week before weigh in, or starve myself the day before, whatever. It seemed that the fire in my soul to succeed from the first time around was no longer there. So my plea to you is that you find the fire. Do whatever you have to do to bring you back to the same mental zone that you were in when you began this the first time. When you were full of hope and possibility and not regret or shame or disappointment. Bring back the optimism and excitement and enthusiasm, and make it stick!!!
You can do this, just get the fire in the belly, and kick some ass!!!
Lauren