Hello everybody! I am so happy, I have hung in there--even though I thought that there were times I would go out of my mind if I didn't eat, but I stuck with it thanks to everybody's support.
I started Medifast on August 1, made it to the evening of my third day and then ate (binged!)! However, I got right back witht the program the very next day, so today officially makes one week!!!!
I'd say the first 3-5 days were absolutely torture!!!!! At several points I was ready to quit and say that I just didn't care and accept being over-weight forever. I struggled quite a bit.
I am so happy that I hung in there! Today, day seven of straight medifast (with no binges), I do not even crave food or sugar like I used to. Sometimes, I do occassionally want to eat food to get that feeling of a stuffed stomach. But now when I get those thoughts, I ask myself, what will eating like that do for me? NOTHING! ABSOLUTELY NOTHING BUT MAKE ME SELF-LOATHE AFTERWARDS!
My clothes still fit me, but a pair of pants that used to be too tight around my waist, I can now get on. I can not do the whole number thing with the scale. After my day three slip-up--I threw my scale out! I was very obsessive with my scale. I weighed myself several times throughout the day. Thus my feelings towards myself would also change depending upon what the scale said. And frequently weighing myself, I had about a 4 pound fluxuation each day! So forget it! For me, the scale is bad because if I don't loose enough weight like I want to, I start hating myself--and then I just start spiraling downward with negative self-talk towards myself and dieting.
I want to tell anybody who is new to medifast that it really does work--IT REALLY DOES GET BETTER--I promise!!!
Please, give yourself a chance to be free of your food addiction. Introduce yourself in the forum and share any struggles you have. when I did, I received great feedback and suggestions on how to deal with what I was going through. If you're struggling with he first week (or at any point for that matter), please don't give up, you can do it, you can be sucessful on medifast.
Thanks again everybody for being so supportive!!!