Hi Lala - thanks for the words of encouragement. I started at 178 (very close to you Donna) and want to get to 135 -- for now. You asked how tall I am -- well --- I don't tell most people my real height -- but what the heck; we are among friends I'm 4' 10 and 3/4.
I've been up and down yo-yo dieting my entire adult life -- I've been as high as 200 (probably higher but I stopped getting on the scale) and lost a good bit through other programs. Most recently I was down to about 143 around 2 years ago and gained back to about 155. I held there for probably close to a year with a big BUT (not big butt
)-- I was smoking then.
Around 8 months ago, I made the decision to quit smoking. It was a very big decision for me because I KNEW that smoking was what was keeping my weight under control. So I made the concious decision that if I was going to quit smoking - I was going to have to accept that I was going to gain weight. I did accept and I did gain weight. Back up to 178 7 months later.
But at that point, I had a good hold on the smoking -- knew I wasn't going to cave and go back to it (not that it's not difficult every single day) and then began the tackle on my weight.
I kept coming here to the forum off and on for 2 weeks and finally made the decision to go to MF. I made that decision mainly because of all the folks here in this forum and of course Nancy.
And it's working! I've never felt so in control of my eating as I do on MF. And last nite, my husband sat down next to me and said "you are doing a really good job hun ... I'm so proud of you" and being the well-trained husband that he is - he followed that statement with "not that I don't love you whatever size you are" hehehe
So I don't think I've ever given everyone my full background - but that's most of it. Sorry to have rambled on -- but that felt pretty darn good.
Oh - all that and I forgot to answer your questions -- geez sorry
Donna - WOW - EXCELLENT on the 9.5 pound weight loss! In 12 days - geez - that's just incredible!!! Don't worry about feeling different in your clothes - it's going to happen soon enough. For me; I felt my clothes getting looser even though the scale wasn't going down much. So I knew I was making progress. Pretty soon you will be telling us all how you are down a size.
As for the hot cocoa - I LOVE IT. Funny you should mention it - because I am still at work and was thinking that I was going to make my oatmeal cookies for dinner and might even have the MF Hot cocoa with it. Not really supposed to have 2 supps together; but I;ll be getting home late tonite so it doesn't hurt every now and again.
I don't have any problems with lumpi-ness. In the hot cocoa that is
I heat up some water until right before it's boiling - then I add it to my hot cocoa packet with 1 packet of splenda. I stir and stir and stir -- then sip and enjoy. I love to have it as my last supp of the day right before I go to bed. soooo yummy. Now you have me craving my cookies and cocoa. (Geez I sound like i'm 8 instead of 38!)
Okay - I'll stop now -- thanks for listening to chatty ole Scrabbler today!