welllllll lunch went well, except i think my portions were too big. I had the small outback special w/ broccoli no butter and the salad was kinda small w/ no cheese/croutons and ff dressing. I passed up the temptaion of the bread, so yay for that. I think the steak was 9 oz before cook....so it was probably a few ounces more than i should've had. I drank like 3 glasses of water...
came home a few hours later and took a nap.... should've had a supp right away cuz it had been just over 2 hours, but i didn't cuz i figured the steak had extra cals.... i made Kay some popcorn for snack and was okay with the smell, but then before i went to lay down INSteAD of making a supp.... i caved and ate a handful of popcorn!!!
so i got up a few minutes ago, and it had been 4 1/2 hours since lunch... i had to make her some dinner, and i made some 'Easy Mac' mac&cheese.... i made myself a shake while her stuff was nukin in the microwave... then i made her plate and she never eats the whole thing of the easy mac, so there was about 3-4 bites of mac&cheese left, and I ATE IT. What the heck was that all about??! sooooo not sure if i'm out of ketosis now, don't know how much it takes.
But what's important is that i get back on track! I mean, i did pretty good at a resturant then come home and cheat on bad food??! that's silly! there was no real reason either... no emotional stuff going on, just saw it sitting there and put it in my mouth. whatever.
Going down to my neighbor's to watch memoirs of a geisha in a few minutes... i'm going to take a pudding and some soy crisps and some crystal light to go.... she is also a big coffee drinker, so i'll probably take my sf syrups and splenda and have a cup of coffee later (otherwise i'll be asleep in the movie!)
Terrance has been 'good' the last few days... we talked at night on Wednesday, then last night we didn't. I left him a message cuz he had this huge presentation he had been working really hard all week this morning for the base in remembrance of MLK day so i wished him luck and told him he'd do great like he always does (he's really good at that stuff, but he always totally stresses out before, and it always turns out great) and that i loved him and i would talk to him today.... so he called me first thing this morning on his way to work and said he had gone to bed early and missed my call. then he called me again this afternoon and told me how it went... Said he'd call tonight, but we'll see. was hoping he'd suggest we go to miami tomorrow for the night, but he hasn't so i guess we aren't. i don't want to suggest it cuz in the last email correspondence when we were going back and forth i told him it was on him for us to see each other at this point. next weekend he leaves on his cruise and then a few days later i'll be gone to SD.
oh well, it will be good when we do see each other.
til later!!!