Howdy All my fellow shaker friends
Well..this morning when I woke up...I decided to weigh myself..since I started (16 days ago) I only weighed 2ce. The scale for me is just a number, im trying to measure my sucess with the way I feel in my clothes..the scale fluctuates too much, and I get easily discouraged..so I will only weigh every few weeks.
TO MY AMAZEMENT...I weighed 170 pounds..thats 15 pounds gone in 16 days
So I brought out the dreaded Measurement tape..and decided that I would take my measurements and log them...and do this every few weeks. For those of you who have been on the weight rollercoaster...you may have noticed something I have. With every weight loss and weight gain...I have managed to get MORE BODY FAT!!
my measurements in my hips and legs are the highest they have been in years...because everytime I gained and lost...the gain brought on more UGLY FAT!!
I came to the conclusion that when I meet my goal weight...I have to realize that my measurements may not be the same at 135 pounds as they were 4 years ago...plus I hit that dreaded 30 year old mark..and have seen my metabolism slow way down!! at first..when I took my measurements this morning..I was discouraged..thinking..wow..I may get to 160 pounds in no time..but my body measurements are what they were when I was 175 pounds ...got nuts with this for a few minutes...
then I decided to LET IT ALL GO...who cares...cuz Im loosing now...and I know that even if it takes longer for the inches to come off..and catch up with the scale then so be it! I have to realize that I may never get to be the size I once was..cuz then I was in my 20's..and IM JUST NOT THERE ANYMORE!! what I told myself was this....I am 32 years old now...my body is different...and I can get myself to where I feel fit and healthy and comfortable in my skin...he heck with all the rest..the numbers on the scale or the measurement tape!!
I will get there...pound by pound...and be the fit and healthy 32 year old I want to be...and forget about what I was when I was in my 20's..this is me..here and now. I will accept my age..and what Ive done to my body and do all I can to make it one I am comfortable with!!
sorry to go on and on....just needed to get this out!!
thanks for listenin (readin!!)
Tam