Okay, I'm starting my journal.
You guys help me so much by your words and pics. that I can't express really what it means to me.
For years I felt mental that I couldn't lose weight or control my eating, knowing I'm not alone is peaceful.
So far I've lost 25 lbs. but I need to lose so much more, working on getting a ticker.
I'm an emotional eater for sure and the holidays just about sabotaged me, but I'm back on plan and trying to be positive although the weather is gloomy and windy which definitely affects my moods.
My spouse is sweet and supportive, but thin and athletic so he probably secretly is disgusted.
I want to lose the weight for my health more than anything but also for the confidence of being in control of myself-there is nothing worse than feeling like things are out of balance.
Thanks to everyone on this site and for being real.