Whew.....
I fell off!!! HARD!
BUT, I'm back on today. I went out of control! and realize all the bad feelings coming back about being 'big'. i really don't like how that feels, so i'm back. I'm not sure how much i've gained back, i've been avoiding the scale like the plague BUT, tomorrow morning, i will jump back on for official number.
I hope I have enough products to last til next pay period!!! MF really is easy to stick to once i get into the swing of things, so i know the next few days will be tough, BUT again need to remind myself of bad feelings associated with eating. (funny how it feels so good as i'm eating, but quick to turn as soon as i'm done) I'm I the only one who feels this way?!!
Okay, back on.... 100%... have to keep telling myself this! I am really going to need this forum from now til ?
I don't get it... I followed MF, lost some weight (about 16lbs), everyone was noticing, I felt good, energetic, so why oh WHY would i allow myself to turn away from all the good stuff and go back to bad food??!! I know i'm totally venting right now!!! But really need to get it out to refocus!!!!
I'm sure i'll be back on here later today......
100%.... 100%...... 100%........ (kinda like clicking your heels together 3 times.... i hope it works )