by oksoonergirl26 » September 5th, 2010, 1:37 pm
Hellooooo everyone!!!! I am glad to see that you girls are on plan and heading towards your goals!
I have been a bad, bad, bad girl.....anything that disrupts my routine seems to take me forever to recover from, so the scale has not been kind to me. I shouldn't have expected it to, I was just hoping for a magic metabolism or something. The heatwave that wouldn't end totally messed me up training wise. I have only ran about 6 times in the last three weeks-not good when I am training for a marathon and even worse when I am not watching what I eat. Thankfully, the heat has gone away somewhat and I did my long run yesterday and it felt pretty good. I am having a very very hard time figuring out what to eat and I am going to try to go back to the 5/1 or the 4/2 to get back where I was at the beginning of July. I am also going to do every assigned workout this week if it kills me-I hate it that I have let myself get back to this place, I vowed to not let it happen and I did. Tomorrow I will begin eating my bars again and I am probably going to go back to the center for 8-10 weeks or so and then try to get in there for true maintenance and stabilization instead of trying to do it on my own.
On a happier note, I LOVE LOVE my new job! I haven't experienced professional contentment in about 3 years and its kind of revelation for me. My new principal tells me how glad she is that I am there and the little kiddos are so cute and sweet. I get told "I love you" about 20 times a day and they are just so happy to be at school! The little bigger ones are so excited to come and check out books and they want me to help them find something. I feel needed, respected, and productive on a daily basis. Now, if I can just get the diet and exercise on the same page, my life will be as close to perfect and it can be!
3/18/09
228/175/125