by oksoonergirl26 » March 24th, 2010, 10:18 am
Well, I have been horribly bad for the last month (or two) and the scale finally moved the wrong direction. I need my life to settle down so I can make this work. I was really good on Monday, but yesterday and today I messed up but I didn't let myself go all the way down. I had a bad lunch (both days) and then made up with exercise and I will do extra exercise today and skimped on my dinner. I want to be able to maintain and maybe lose some more, but I am so tired of bars,shakes, puffs, and puddings. It has been almost year since I started this and I did pretty good until January. So, my resolve is to buckle down, finish off my remaining products, and ditch these last 20 pounds. I want to start formally training for a marathon at the end of May and I now know that too much strenous exercise does not work with well the program. At that time I will truly start maintaining. I still haven't heard about the new job, but I have another interview within my district on Friday and I am hoping to hear something concrete and positive after the interview or on Monday. I have missed the board,but when I am being bad I don't want to talk about being bad and drag everyone else down with me. My husband and I are doing lots better-we have came to terms on some of our issues and it has been very nice.
3/18/09
228/175/125