by Nancy » September 7th, 2005, 11:20 am
Carbshateme ~
I know that when I first started on the weight loss program that I noticed a lot of things that I had never truly noticed before. I hadn't really looked at myself in a mirror for years.
Before Medifasting, I used a teensy tinsy mirror that showed my eyebrow area only so I could pluck them black beauties and also keep them off my chinny chin chins but that's about the extent of my viewing range.
Once I really gave myself the once-over, I was shocked...it was not a pretty sight. I think perhaps I had gone beyond denial...
My saddlebags were humongous...my skin must have been at maximum stretching capacity when I first started and I looked like a sausage - all stuffed in the skin and very plump. Once I began to lose weight, it looked rather bumpy and lumpy and as time goes by, it will change.
I never went through a roller machine like Strawberry mentioned but perhaps we could create our own outlet and compete with Curves...we could call it Rollers...maybe we could wrangle a retired steamroller or one of those asphalt rolly devices. O.K. Girls, line up and we'll all roll together!
Just know that what you see today or even this week is not the final person or body you will be – once you get to your goal weight and some time goes by, your body will change and be perfected.
When you blow up a latex balloon and it has been inflated for a week or two and you untie it, the air goes out, the balloon looks a bit puckery. After several days have passed, it returns to a more normal shape – it is not perfect but it is less puckery. Your bod will do the same, None of us will ever look the way we did when we first popped out of our other’s womb and made our grand entrance on the planet but we surely will not look the way we did the day we began our weight loss program either.
Some of you have been overweight for a very very long time. Some of you are morbidly obese and for years you have abused your body. All choices in life have consequences. Changes our choices now, doing the right things now will not totally erase or eradicate the effects of the previous years of crappy living. We will look better, we will improve our health and the quality of our life and we will be better for it but again, some things cannot be totally undone.
If there had been warnings on the milkshake cups, warnings on the burger and fry wrappers, on the bottles of pop, on the candy wrappers that said, “Warning. If you suck this down today in 10 years you will look like a sumo wrestler and have the heart health of a 90 year old and wrinkles on your buns, ” I doubt very much that it would have deterred me from scarfing everything that wasn’t nailed down…we are what we eat and also what we ate last week, last year and 25 years ago…cellulite is a badge we wear…
Nothing tastes as good as thin feels...
The Formerly FLABulous and Now very Fabulous
Nancy Pettit
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