Nelly and 'Nette ~
Hope that you are all right. Glad that Guido is standing by, ready to come out from the dark alleys as needed.
I've had BAD test results before, too...
I have learned that when God takes me places I don't wanna go (hospital waiting rooms, a return call to the doc after a bad mammogram, etc.), that God walks right along beside of me.
We do have experiences in life that may very well be difficultat best - they are not our first choice of stuff to happen to us but we do get through them by the grace of God and by the encouragement and help from our friends. Remember that great Beatles' tune...I get by with a little help from my friends...
You'll make it! We're here for you!