by MISSANNE » July 10th, 2006, 10:22 pm
I am starting all over.
Some of you may remember me. I still post a couple times a week but have not stuck to MF for weeks. I got my my food in January and have restarted every Monday for months. Then, the last couple weeks, I haven't even attempted. I am shocked that is already July. If I had fgaithfully done MF when I first ordered in Jan, I would be at goal by now!
Strange thing is, I still work out Monday-Friday with a perosnal trainer. Just can't seem to get the food thing down. Until this morning that is. Stepped on the scale and have gained back the 9 lbs I lost plus a few more! I take full responsiblity. I have not fairly gave MF a try. I typically do it all week then drink and eat what I want on the weekends. The hardest part for me is giving up the clubs, etc that I go to with my girlfiriends the weekends that my kids go with their dad. But, I just try to tell myself how much nicer I would look and how much better I would feel if I was thinner.
That stops tonight. Yes, I have said (and posted) that before but I am giving it my all this time.
I am taking my kids to Disneyland is September and really want to be comfortable and not worry about if the bars on the rides will close or not.
I am changing my ticker back to 0 lbs lost and clearing my mind.
Healthiness......here I come!
Michelle