by nickieluv » June 25th, 2007, 5:29 am
I thought there was a limit of 24oz - 3 servings a day - on soda. My glasses are 16oz so I went over the limit even with two - then had a third - what the heck, it's diet soda. Although the caffeine helped keep me up until 3:30.
I was off plan yesterday - sorry, Sue, I let you down. But I'm up for day 1 while you're on day 8 - I'll try to break the 6-days streak and get to 7 this week.
It was as though, having thought of taking a 'free day' on Sunday, I felt compelled to do it. And the thing I do that I can't seem to stop, except occasionally, is that once I cheat I stop eating MF products. I only had a little cheese at first, and then 2 cookies - bad, but I could have gone right back on plan. I did have a L&G but I just eyeballed it, and then I had what I believed to be too much diet soda - and then I just gave up.
But I'm here, I do keep coming back and I WILL keep coming back. I have major goals and my weight is part of reaching them. I just know in my heart I will be a success story - but I will be one of the ones that keep you guessing right up until the end I suppose. No one will want to be posting my numbers on the official website. But for me, I feel calm. I have no doubt that I will get where I want to be.
Now what I think would be real progress would be if I had a 'free day' and ate things like yogurt, fruit, extra veggies - maybe had a vegetarian day - but just stayed away from the cookies and crackers and soda. Ate 'clean,' as Robin said in her journal the other day. There are so many better and yummier choices out there - eating crap just makes me feel crappy, not healthy, not free, not entitled - just full and heavy and icky.