So this is interesting. I was bemoaning the fact that my body shape was so much different since baby #2. Well, I came here tonight to look at my progress pictures from last time and see how much I really accomplished. I'm looking at that last set, where I had lost 60 pounds, and I see someone who still has a lot of weight to lose (even though she looks undeniably better than the chick in the first picture!). There's still that belly roll that sticks out past the boobs and over the waistband. My point is twofold - first, I thought I looked a lot better at that weight than I really did (I was convinced that belly roll was gone!), and second, my body shape didn't really change much at all, I just was in denial about how I looked before.
I'm not putting myself down, just realizing that my journey was far from over when I stopped, thinking it was 'good enough.' I am determined to make it all the way to goal this time, 140, and then transition at that point (some people lose more during transition so if my body needs to be smaller, it'll work itself out), instead of settling for 'good enough.'
Is it egotistical to feel deep down that I could be a real knock-out at goal? Not like a model or anything - I'm too short and I've had two kids - but I could be a pretty hot mom, I think.
Someone my kids could be proud of (yes, I know my weight is not what determines my kids' pride in me - but let's face it, as a teenager you are embarrassed enough by your parents without having them be enormous, too). And it's nice to know there's no need to freak out about my body shape, because it really hasn't changed much at all.