Hello to my new friends -- and am I glad you're here!!!!! I feel like I know you all through reading just about every post on this forum ---- and thank God I found this forum!!!!
I have spent my entire life dieting - no lie - I have probably lost my entire self at least three times and spent in excess of $100k on plans, props, books, tools and torture.
The last two years I have had to make some difficult life-altering changes in my life after my 58 year old husband dropped dead one nite from an unexpected heart attack - talk about life changing in 5 minutes. He was 12 years older than me but according to the doctors had no major health or heart problems. He was my best friend. I did what I was told and waited a year before making any major life decisions - then, I sold my house, moved to a new town and changed careers --- and I have survived, in spite of what I originally thought would happen. I miss him everyday - but I get up and put one foot in front of another and just do it.
Well, the time has come to do that with my weight. A week ago when I started Medifast I weighed 290, this morning 275.5 -Thank you God - with support and a place to go for support (like I did after my husband died) I will do this, I need to do this for me and the rest of my life. Thanks for being here and I'd love to get to know you all much better ---- I need you.
Pam