Well, this is new to me, not quite sure how to use the programs here. I don't tend to join things like this, but after reading numerous entries I just couldn't resist. This seems like a wonderful and supportive 'community'.
So...if I can figure out how it all works this will be my first post.
I'm 45, 5'10", and after five years of health issues, one after the other, I am finally taking things into my own hands. Things are looking up, and this spring when it's time to peel off the layers I am SO determined to enjoy it!!! I was thin my whole life, until five years ago. Then two years of trying everything...hormones etc... all leveled out, time to lose it for sure. Started MF last sunday, bought it before christmas, needed to have it here to reassure myself I would do it...no excuses. I need to lose 80 lbs, would love to lose 100 but would settle for 60. I filled out one of those research surveys at my last mamagram, and realized I weigh exactly 100 lbs more than I did at 20. I never want to leave home, do anything or go anywhere, and I USED to be a social butterfly. My daughter is 21 (last week) and incredibly beautiful, skinny, blonde, all the things I used to feel like. Aging and losing all self esteem at the same time has been hell, but this time I'm coming back, all the way back.
Yeah, I talk like I type...constantly. But I'm a good listener too!Thanks for giving me the oportunity to share. My husband, love of my life and support system, he just doesn't get it, no matter how hard he tries.
Thanks, I feel better and more determined already.