hi 2fat4fun
im really sorry that you are feeling nervous. in my experience, that is normal because mf was my last resort, nervous didnt even begin to describe my feelings. i know it was scary but exciting, especially after reading about the successes here. i think you are making a wonderful first step by coming here and giving a voice to your feelings. this forum is an important part of success in my opinion. there are so many people that care and the team mentality really keeps me going.
as for the confusion with the meals and the taste of things. this gets taking used to but truly after 3-4 days you will find that the meals are tasty, filling and EASIER than shopping, cooking, weighing, measuring, counting calories, etc. i actually love the pudding, shakes, chili, well everything (except the chick and rice soup!--youll see that everyone has their favorites!)
with the shakes, i didnt have a blender to start with, just my shaker jar. i would shake, shake shake and let it sit for about 5 minutes in the freezer, then shake again a couple of times before drinking. this helped settle the "grainy" taste, etc. i didnt buy a blender until i knew that i would stay true. i knew it after 4 days!
i hope that you are able to stick with it. it really is the best program i have ever been on. i think everyone is with me when i say they have tried everything. i think that speaks volumes to the success of the program.
be patient...this can change your life
leeann
Starting weight on Nov. 3, 2008: 220 | Present weight: 220 | Goal: 135